我两点写报告，七点起床，九点坐上开往Chester的火车

我想去一个地方会毫无准备的前往，等待我的是一场惊喜

我爱英国因为每个地方都不一样，曼城到Chester 1小时

Chester有和曼城不一样的吊桥，有曼城没有的罗马教堂

中午发信息给朋友们：我在Chester享受午餐，收到回复

You never stop getting me amazed!

 

老爸弄了个Hotmail/Skype，要我发博客连接，想而又想

一个朋友说父母是你最亲的人，为什么不让他们看你的博

其实没什么，就是有些不想，父母会骄傲地让同事亲戚看

于是涂鸦的时候会想，父母会看，亲戚，同学，学生会看

老板看，朋友看，Fans必看，通过六度理论还有谁正在看

I can control but I wanna share. Dilemma!

 

当然我也偶然看别人，比如新东方的同事有让我羡慕的博

别人比我博得用心，博得有深度，懒惰让自己缺乏想象力

关于新东方女老师美女也愁嫁的讨论，这群姐们真是气质

别庸人自扰，把自己看低点把别人看高点，幸福感多一点

这是对我自己说，要像从来没有受过伤害一般勇敢地去爱

When I become a better person, love comes!

 

我想不清楚要不要去美国做交换，我喜欢伦敦的这份实习

我怕失去在美国做学生的经历又怕错过英国找工作的时机

有时候想把心挖出来看看，是中国，英国，美国还是月球

我已经找到适合自己的工作，大公司call又让人蠢蠢欲动

清晨Regent Park慢跑；傍晚LBS蹭讲座的生活令人兴奋

Listen to ur heart, listen to ur gut!

 

I wanna write in Chinese, which is more emotional and sentimental. For some unknown reasons, I can't change the language now. Have to write in English, anyway. Strictly speaking, I don't have May Day Holiday. I can't remember what I did last May Day in China, probably busy teaching at NewOriental. We don't have those golden national holidays, no spring festivals and no summer holidays. Sometimes as dumb as a money-making machine; sometimes as high as a star on the stage; sometimes as simple as your true self. Really miss the stage of NewOriental. Occasionally, I have the similar feelings when I make good presentations in our lecture hall G6, which is much smaller, with capacity of 200 people. I made two great presentations last semester, one for PMO (People, Management and Organisation), and the other for Strategy course. Both got the highest marks in class and I felt very happy to contribute to the team work in this way. I still can't relate my previous experience in education to business but I realize some transferrable skills can apply everywhere. With years of experience standing on the stage, facing intellectual challenges, I can cope with arguably any presentation even if I am not very comfortable with the topics. Go back to the topic of May Day. We have the weekend off and bank holiday Monday off, besides I didn't go to classes last Friday. I went to a new friend's house and played UNO cards (a card game which I learned recently from a EE Phd student) with the other two MSc students. Sometimes I need to be away from MBA things including MBA students, who are so focused on career development and money making.

I'm different, not very motivated by money and power. I just wanna do something meaningful and significant in life but I haven't figured out what it is so far. After I went back from Lake District, I was so obsessed with the beauty of nature that I kept thinking of next travel plan. When I am not worried about the uncertainties of the future, I got more interview calls, which might be good chances. Now I feel quite relaxed and comfortable, watching some movies and preparing for the interviews. The movies are fantastic! I watched the painted vein and the post-modern life of my aunt yesterday and one Korean romance movie today. With so many big shot movies on show in May, I really feel excited. Anyone fancy Spiderman, give me a buzz.

Chloris told me that the four girls met finally in Beijing. They were all my BEC students but they didn't know each other before and I suggested them to get to know each other. They made fast friends. How excited for them to meet in Beijing. Sometimes you need to make it happen. I am thinking of gathering all my old classmates in US for a great XMAS party this year if I'll go exchange (got a place at Texas Austin but haven't decided yet). Sometimes I am a decision-making delayer, but I am happy to take it slowly and see what happens.